composed

2023 april 29

I picked up a book from a take-what-you-want library some months ago, titled "The Enjoyment of Music Fourth Edition", printed in 1977.
I browsed it, and occasionally picked at its contents, yet did not commit to an extended reading.
I recently chose otherwise, reading from it about half an hour each morning for roughly a week.
The context its first 100 pages provides allowed me new-found musical control.

2023 january 12

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2022 november 24

doom doom doom
doom doom doom DOOM DOOM
doom doom doom
doom doom doom DOOM DUUM
doom doom doom
doom doom doom DOOM DOOM
doom doom doom
doom doom doom DOOM DUUM
DUN DUN DUN
DUN DUN DUN dun dun
DUN DUN DUN
DUN DUN DUN dun dun
DUN DUN DUN
DUN DUN DUN dun dun
DUN DUN DUN
DUN DUN DUN dun dun
doom doom doom
dittle dd--

2022 october 3

A friend asked that I make their friend a beat to rap on.
When I asked my friend's friend what sort of beat they'd like, they responded in the Fortnite text chat, "skooby doo".
This is what I came up with.

I sampled the first episode of Scooby Doo, Slick Rick's "A Love That's True, Part 2", and GTA III's "Wash Him Off".

2022 august 17

a3 b3 c4 d4 e4 d4 e4
a3 b3 c4 d4 e4 d4 e4
f4 e4 c4 e4 c4 e4 c4
g4. f4. e4. d4.
a4a5 g4 f4 e4 d4 e4
a4a5 g4 f4 e4 d4 e4
f4f5 g4 f4 e4 d4
e4. c4. d4. b3.

a3a4 b3 c4 d4 e4 d4 e4
a3a4 b3 c4 d4 e4 d4 e4
f4 e4 c4 e4 c4 e4 c4
g4. f4. e4. d4.
a4a5 g4 f4 e4 d4 e4
a4a5 g4 f4 e4 d4 e4
f4f5 g4 f4 e4 d4
e4. c4. d4. b3.

a3a4 b3 c4 d4 c4 d4 c4
a3a4 b3 c4 d4 c4 d4 c4
e4 d4 b3 d4 b3 d4 b3
f4. e4. d4. c4.
g4g5 f4 e4 d4 c4 d4 e4
g4g5 f4 e4 d4 c4 d4 e4
f4f5 e4 d4 c4 d4
e4 d4 c4 b3

a3a4a5

2022 june 10

Hello, hi there
how do you do?
Oh, I am well!
How about you?

I am quite fine,
not quite sublime.
Oh, that's alright!
Is it though, dude?

I don't know . . .
I just said some thing
to get you to stop talking

Well, I'll have you know
If you let me talk more
this convo could grow!

You always do this
every time!
Why do you do it?
Why, why, why?
What's the point of a conversation
that ends leaving us feeling bitter and dry?

Hey now, come on!
I don't know
how else
to lead a conversation

I suppose that I do fear
experiencing
confrontations

Your fear is baseless!
And if it is not . . .
You, you are doomed
to be sad 'til you rot.

sugar coated hogwash!
You know nothing!
You don't know me!
You simply do not understand!
This is beneath me!
I am leaving!

So be it then, bye, bye!
I would rather be alone
than choose to share with you, my time!
Au revoir!
'til the day I die!

2022 may 22

Why is it this way, always?
I do not want to be . . here . .

we are one, such happy days!
so empty without
my dear

all alone . . .
Why is it this way?
I can only hope
that they return some day . . .

now we find where wonder went
now we have a place for all the love to stay

2022 may 18

Dearly teetering 5
Barely not falling 5
make sure to hold on to 6
the railing, beside you! 6

please do not let go 5
please, do not leave, no 5
please stay near to me please 6
let my shrill voice guide you! 6

where is it you'll go? 5
where is it you'll go? 5
where is it you'll go? 5
where is it you'll go? 5

where is it you'll go, I want to know
I want to know where you're going
do not ask why, I want to know
I want to know where you're heading
I want to be your every thing
I want to understand your mind
I want to be all of your life
I want your body to be mine

If you refuse to tell, then I will follow
If you refuse to tell, then I WILL FOLLOW

2022 may 16

pitter patter 4
skitter, scatter 4
static on my mattress as I have my mental chatter 14
4

staring, soaring 4
slowly imploring 5
my mind digesting all it deems surely does matter 13
8

The night time crickets 5
Filling my head with 5
A sound that I found to be surely delicious 12
12

scrumdiddilyumptious 6
wholesome and gumptious 5
rhythmically making me feel so rambunctious 11
16

drippin droppin 4
bippin boppin 4
yes tiptoeing toward my inevitable coffin 14
20

laughin talkin 4
hackin coughin 4
feeling funky in a way that I am so in love with 14
24

It's a firy passion 6
at least as hot as 5
the universe's very hottest bastion 11
28`

a deep overture of love you may fall in 11
a great blast of feeling as a companion 11
32

cushioned, warm, delightfully and lightly sweet 11
distinct hint of honeysuckle in between 11
36

bouncing around in your mind 7
like a child on a trampoline 9
such a fervor unseen 6
40

As that child ages 6
thoughts settle in the dust 6
feeling the sureness of childhood's dusk 10
44

as the person that they once were 8
feels like no thing more 5
than an empty, sad, and brittle husk 9
48

How does one 3
looose 1
all that they had before 6
52

just to 2
go ahead and 4
replace it all? 4
56

what does one 3
dooooooooooooooooooo . . ooo, ooo 4
60

what is it that one does 8
when that surely is all 6
that can be done? 4
64