Who is Molly?

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There was once a little woodpecker whose heart beat was faster than any other. Its heart beat three times as fast and so it lived one third as long. In what life it did live, it lived a better life than any other.

Molly is not nearly as committed and orderly so as to choose to be that woodpecker. Molly feels sad and anxious. She does not know if nor when the sadness or anxiety will be replaced by peace or happiness. I do not know if this is random bullshit, absolutely true, or some where in between.